I just have had sooo much going on in my private world, I havnt really felt like blogging much-I sawwy, LOL.. So, our daughter went back to Texas. She has to follow her heart and dreams, but I miss her already. ROMAN, Oh sweet baby Jesus, Roman misses her like crazy and has been crying for her all ding dong day long.. GAH-Cassidy, LOL.
Im having some depression issues-blah.. I think ive had it for quite some time, but really only recently do I admit it. Just feeling overwhelmed lately, but I am okay :) Here is my PSA-
"Id like to thank Jules bebe for talking me off the ledge recently. My heart has been bruised a bit and she has seen to it that I smile and or laugh throughout the day, whether its bringing me flowers or calling every phone I own until I answer it, LOL.. So, spank you Jules bebe and get that truck ready for the ALCAN-Bitches... LOL.. Id also like to apologize to my sweet man, Sal.. I have been a raging BIOTCH, even more than normal and he just loves me. MITTER COTT, thanks for having my back!!! Ashlee, Ashlee, Ashlee, Ashlee-Thank you today for making me remember that I am a great parent and that I have done it right :) Who would have thought our wild child would be such a calming force? Love love love you!
So, Alaska is starting its beautiful summer and WOWZA! I honestly cant get over the whole daylight 22 hours a day, LOL.. Its cool, but definately have to adjust to it. It does NOT help my insomnia at all!! Here are a few tidbits about living in Alaska, LOL..You know you live in Alaska when-
*At baseball practice you have to tell your son to not step in the moose poop
*you keep your garage door open and find a furry guest rummaging about-A BEAR!
*no fireworks for the 4th of july(it doesnt get dark, LOL)
*you pay 4.75 a gallon for diesel fuel
*you pay 5.00 a gallon for milk-AT THE COMMISSARY
*most of the commercials are like AFN ones
*You see the most amazing sunsets
*rare do you experience thunder OR lightning
*you have to buy darkening curtains
Tony went on a Halibut charter in Homer last weekend and caught 2!! Sal and I and the Merciers are camping out friday and intend on drinking lots of vino and stuffing myself full of smores and of course keeping a watchful eye on DA BEARS, LOL..
AND SCENE......
Was thinking of you recently so clicked on over to read how you were doing. Hope the depression has lessened.
ReplyDeleteSaw the post about Daniel. I remember when he passed.
That was a sweet tribute to Sal who is such an awesome dad (and you are a rockin mama - don't forget that!!!).
Love the stories about Alaska. Would be weird to have 22 hours of daylight.
Anyway, hope you are doing okay. This blog background is so cute!